The past few days was terribly disappointing. I should have listened to my instincts and forget about being idealistic.
Trouble is, I believe people could always change for the better.
But the saying goes, in a foreign land, sometimes you have to be most wary NOT of other cultures, but of your own.
Apparently my so called Kababayan, whom I have been helping, whom I have defended, whom I considered a friend, took a point of no return and unleashed his frackin foul mouth on me, in our own language, for no apparent reason. His sorry excuse is that I raised my voice. Which as a matter of fact he assumed, because I did not. But a sorry excuse nevertheless, because if thats the case, then is it justifiable to do the same for the countless of times he raised his voice?
Sometimes I really don't understand people, crab mentality and jealousy really screws them up.
But life goes on, I had enough of his sensitivity and paranoidal shit.
Anyway, good thing I was brought up to be a better person, at the end of the day, that is more important.